Why I...

Could I break up a marriage? Could I really take away the happiness that is shared between two couples? I want to be happy... but do I have to end happiness to create happiness? No... I have realized that all that matters is that I can find happiness, I would do anything to have Daisy, I would fight anything and anyone to be with her. I must be with her. Why must I destroy the happiness of other to create my own? I do not have to, however in this instance it is nessassary. I must have Daisy, I would do anything for her, and I would fight anyone to keep her by my side. If this is what I must do, I will do it happily, I will do anything to get her back, no matter what it takes.

What I was feeling...

There she is... she is so much more beautiful than I remember. I never thought it possible but she is no different then she was when I last saw her. She is still just as beautiful and funny, she is everything that I could ever want. The second she walked through that door I knew that I was in love with her, I knew that I would want to spend the rest of my life with her. She is all I could ever want, I will never leave her again... She is accepting my presence... She doesn't hate me... She is laughing... This might work... Could my dreams actually come true...? Only time will tell, but as far as I am concerned, this is the only place I want to be, with her.

What I was thinking...

As I stand here, thinking about the meeting with Daisy which is about to occur, I think about what led me here. I think about why I am standing in Nick's house waiting for my long lost love to arrive I think about running. I think that I should just run away and never look back, but I owe it to myself to see her at least one last time. I have wanted to see her for so long but now I fear that she will reject me once more. Why should I take this risk? Why should I not just leave her to live her life? No... I refuse; I must see her that one last time, even if she does reject me, I must find out how she feels.