What I was thinking...

As I stand here, thinking about the meeting with Daisy which is about to occur, I think about what led me here. I think about why I am standing in Nick's house waiting for my long lost love to arrive I think about running. I think that I should just run away and never look back, but I owe it to myself to see her at least one last time. I have wanted to see her for so long but now I fear that she will reject me once more. Why should I take this risk? Why should I not just leave her to live her life? No... I refuse; I must see her that one last time, even if she does reject me, I must find out how she feels.