What I was thinking...

I was standing... standing on my pier staring out into the darkness. I stare into the dark, hoping that somehow, somewhere she is thinking of me, wanting to find me. I hope these things and yet I know there is no chance that these sophomoric hopes will ever come to florishion. The woman that I love, the woman with whom I want to spend my life; she is lost to me. It is as if I am not just staring into the dark sea, but rather the void. I am standing at the precipice and one more step could send me hurtling into darkness... but there is something stopping me. There is a light, a light that splits the void and sunders the darkness. That small green light at the end of Daisy's dock, that is what keeps me from stepping into the darkness; that is what stifles my movement into the void. I will find my way through the void and into the light... I swear it.